There was a time not to far in the distant past I made this statement
"How can people get so far from God when they know Him!"
At that time I was in prayer and his word constantly.
I was seeing God perform miracles around me.
With just the birth of each of my grand children,
My daughters sugar shot up and was hypertensive with all three pregnancies.
Satan tried to take each of them out at birth.
I laid hands on them before they were being born and dedicated them.
They all looked like Sumo wrestlers when born.
When Isaac was born the cord was wrapped around his neck and he was blue.
there was no fear only warfare!
Bella, they broke her collar bone and no one mentioned it at the time.
Nick had an enlarged heart with a hole in it and his lungs weren't functioning properly.
He was med-evacuated out to the Jefferson then to the DuPont's Children's Hospital.
After what seemed like forever, before he came home.
The Cardiologist was amazed when his heart closed up and went back to a normal size.
For if God was with them who could be against them.
My focus was totally on Him, My Jesus.
I saw Isaac as a toddler get a fever that made him delirious on minute,
His other mom-mom leave to go to the kitchen and come right back up,
ask what happened?
His fever had broken that fast and he was happily playing on the bed.
I laid hand on him and prayed to Jesus to heal him.
My daughter was still on the way from the drugstore with the Motrin.
I have seen the Lord work!
I have seen him do miracles not only in my family.
My husband came home and asked me to pray for his friends family.
Both children had come down with an infection that quickly put them in the hospital.
The son soon needed a liver transplant.
The next day he had his liver along with another child in the hospital.
Within a week he was up and about.
That to me was a triple miracle!
I have seen God through my writing and my paintings.
I have seen God in everything.
Yet I have fallen far away.
I now can relate to the the book The CALL by Rick Joyner.
Those Christians with all the tools but have those demons on their back torturing them.
I have gone through the death of a very close friend.
Yes I laid hands on her but she had the ultimate healing.
In the end she did accept Jesus.
Many have been touched by her.
I will miss her for a very long time.
Day by day I am regaining lost ground in my walk with the Lord.
I wish I could be more like my daughters.
They are very strong women.
I am who I am I will try to walk the path God leads me.
I have always been strong willed, yes and rebellious.
Until my last breathe I will try harder to do His will.
Now I know how people can get so far away and have known Him!
I have never stopped loving Him.
He has never stopped loving me.
It just a matter of putting things in the right perspective.
Keeping my eyes on the Lord my first Love.
"How can people get so far from God when they know Him!"
At that time I was in prayer and his word constantly.
I was seeing God perform miracles around me.
With just the birth of each of my grand children,
My daughters sugar shot up and was hypertensive with all three pregnancies.
Satan tried to take each of them out at birth.
I laid hands on them before they were being born and dedicated them.
They all looked like Sumo wrestlers when born.
When Isaac was born the cord was wrapped around his neck and he was blue.
there was no fear only warfare!
Bella, they broke her collar bone and no one mentioned it at the time.
Nick had an enlarged heart with a hole in it and his lungs weren't functioning properly.
He was med-evacuated out to the Jefferson then to the DuPont's Children's Hospital.
After what seemed like forever, before he came home.
The Cardiologist was amazed when his heart closed up and went back to a normal size.
For if God was with them who could be against them.
My focus was totally on Him, My Jesus.
I saw Isaac as a toddler get a fever that made him delirious on minute,
His other mom-mom leave to go to the kitchen and come right back up,
ask what happened?
His fever had broken that fast and he was happily playing on the bed.
I laid hand on him and prayed to Jesus to heal him.
My daughter was still on the way from the drugstore with the Motrin.
I have seen the Lord work!
I have seen him do miracles not only in my family.
My husband came home and asked me to pray for his friends family.
Both children had come down with an infection that quickly put them in the hospital.
The son soon needed a liver transplant.
The next day he had his liver along with another child in the hospital.
Within a week he was up and about.
That to me was a triple miracle!
I have seen God through my writing and my paintings.
I have seen God in everything.
Yet I have fallen far away.
I now can relate to the the book The CALL by Rick Joyner.
Those Christians with all the tools but have those demons on their back torturing them.
I have gone through the death of a very close friend.
Yes I laid hands on her but she had the ultimate healing.
In the end she did accept Jesus.
Many have been touched by her.
I will miss her for a very long time.
Day by day I am regaining lost ground in my walk with the Lord.
I wish I could be more like my daughters.
They are very strong women.
I am who I am I will try to walk the path God leads me.
I have always been strong willed, yes and rebellious.
Until my last breathe I will try harder to do His will.
Now I know how people can get so far away and have known Him!
I have never stopped loving Him.
He has never stopped loving me.
It just a matter of putting things in the right perspective.
Keeping my eyes on the Lord my first Love.
1 comment:
You were placed on this earth not for what you can do for God, but to have relationship with Him.
I know that you have been struggling, but know that God is standing right beside you. All He wants from you is for you to reach out and touch the hem of His garment.
I love you.
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