Wake up Call

I realized today why this cloud has been looming over.
I have been fighting depression and not being able to sleep for a long time time.

I have always been somewhat of a none conformist.
Going to the beat of a different drum.

God made me this way rose color glasses and all.
He has given me this incredible compassion.
I take the saying "Turn the other cheek" to a new dimension.

In each one of us he puts in these unique little traits
and He has this master plan.

For me it is INTERSESSION.

I remember back to one night October 30 a friends son Danny was spending the night,
I couldn't sleep.
The Lord had me praying for hours, I did not know why for who but I just had to pray.
I remember being in tears and praying in God's prayer language.
The Lord was praying through me for what was in His Heart.

Danny had three daughters, they were staying with a friend Randie.

Randie was driving her children and Danny's to school and their was an accident.
No one was hurt.

Randie came over and Her and Danny Broke out the guitar In my kitchen was Praise and worship and I was cooking breakfast.

Danny is a pastor and Randie is a mighty woman of God.

My Daughter Deneen woke up and ended re-dedicating her life to Jesus.

I say to you Why was this mother interceding in the middle of the night?

What is the purpose of the dark cloud over my head!
The major depression and fog I have been suffering.
How long have I allowed to interfere with my purpose and God"s plan for my life.

I will tell you to long. It is our purpose in life to Praise & Commune with God.

We must hold each other up.

There goes I if not for the grace of God!

Be Blessed!